My birthday has always been a fun day for me even if I wasn't able to celebrate it the day of, I was always able to do something the following weekend. This year was a little bit different and I actually had to spend my birthday studying for an exam that I had the next day. Now you're probably wondering, well why couldn't I celebrate the following weekend? I had to spend my weekend studying for finals and attending my brother's graduation. My brother also attends Purdue and he would have graduated this past summer but he needed one more credit to graduate. Attending his graduation made me think about college and at this point, I can't even begin to think about graduating. It seems as though I will be in school forever and I have such a long way to go but I know that when my last year is here, I will be thinking about this moment. I am so worried that I won't do well and that this will all be for nothing if I am not good at my job. I shouldn't be worrying about those things right now but it's very easy to doubt myself. I really need to get into the habit of thinking about all of my accomplishments instead of dwelling on the bad. For example, I could be happy that my finals will be over soon and I will have a nice break waiting for me instead of complaining about how hard finals will be.
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