My Sunshine

   

    I am starting off this post by saying that I genuinely could not come up with something to write about. I feel like I am just not a very creative person when it comes to writing. I decided I was going to talk about someone very special in my life. Recently my boyfriend, Luke and I celebrated our 2 year anniversary. We started dating at the beginning of our junior year in high school. I would have never gotten the courage to talk to him but one of my friends was trying to help him find a girlfriend and decided to set us up. Ever since we started dating, we have been inseparable. We do almost everything together and he can't get rid of me. 

    I had no idea that someone could have such a big impact on my life. Lately I have been super stressed out about school and rethinking my decision to become a nurse. I feel like I am slowly sinking into a hole and I don't know if I will be able to pull myself out of it. Going into college I knew that becoming a nurse was going to be hard work but yet I decided that I still wanted to persevere. I am going to be honest, I am very lazy and nursing requires you to study everyday and treat it like a full time job. My boyfriend pushes me every day to do my work and always gives me encouragement when I need it. He is always there for me and will always listen to my worries.  He gives me the motivation that I need when I can't seem to give it to myself. 

    We have the greatest memories together and there is never a dull moment. We share many laughs together and even through bad times we always find a way to cheer each other up. He constantly reminds me to not be so hard on myself. If I ever begin to doubt myself, he is the first one to scold me and remind me that I really am not as bad as I think. I don't know how he deals with me or why but I'm glad that he doesn't regret his decision. I don't want to go on and on about our relationship because someone reading this is probably cringing at the topic that I chose to write about for the week. I just thought that it would be nice to share this part of my life with someone.